Friday, December 01, 2006
Yeh, hell yeh it's been a long time since I've actually posted. There isn't much to say thought I don't think. Oh, the last time I posted was about more than half a month ago about the Beecroft thingo. Tomorrow is Ridd's 13th birthday and I still have to do some crap about it ie. her present. I'm trying to type this all out of my head in sequence and I seriously don't remember much. Dea's next to me posting aswell which reminds me of our 4 - 0 touch footy win against Loretto Kirribilli 12. But two days ago we lost 6 - 1 o_O but I scored a try ! Wh00t !
Important message to Luke out there xD
Thankyou for alwaiis being there, and thankyou for being you. Your like a real big brother to me and I really appreciate all the times I complain, cry and all that shiets that has been happening and I really want to say thankyou. Lil sis loves you for eternity and alwaiis remember that.
To ANNA;; xDDD I'm sorry ok ?? Hope you like your gerberas.. or however you spell those flower thingos.
Saturday tennis has been crap I guess? I see Stephan a few times at Hornsby Station and once I saw Paul at Epping Station. My mum's being really annoying me for the past month I guess, mainly since I last posted. I still go on msn a lot and sneak behind her back and I know its really really seriously wrong to jig, and to some of you out there who really care, I know what you want for me and I know that its just wrong to jig and that I should never do it again but sometimes, no one really knows whats happening to me or whatever is happening in my world, my head ME. Maybe I sound selfish but I need to let this all out. I'm not self centered, I just need to get it out of my head. Sometimes, people just dont understand. People underestimate me, people think I'm good to talk to and I give good advice, people really dont know what it could be like to me, and sometimes where I seem like I could break through any situation, I can't. I'm weak and all I ever do is cry, run into the garage and complain and bitch and everything. I'm not writing this for you to say "oh taylor are you ok", its just what I have to do and to all you out there who really dont give a shit how I feel or who I am, I dont care either. I have someone I hx3rt a lot and thats all that matters. Truth is, I think love doesnt really exist in my head. Love is just another four letter word we all dream about. Right now, I guess I'm trying to say is just I'm weak inside, and theres things I can't do and most imporantly, I want YOU out there to know that I hx3rt you all very much and I'm glad I have friends.
Okay, so enough of you reading that junk, I got braces xD. Just like Norris wanted me to post about.. I got them LAST Thursday, just my top ones. And yesterday I gotthe bottom and right now they kill, a lot.
Monday, heh, this Monday eh ? Ahahahaa, yes the City.. * wo ai wo men de zhao pian *
Oh yeh, we lost to Trevor's team for ETDTA hah.. we suck mann, we're losing. This week Maria's team and I'm versing some dude called Daniel and uhh, they say he's not THAT good and that he's lost his whole two and half seasons. Aiiyahh..
I don't think theres anything else to write about?
TTM4EA.
xx, kiskis
tayy__`*
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